Rough day.

I don't like posts like this at all.  Booo.  I am having a rough day.  I finally called the nurse and asked what I should do.  I am sure I am dehydrated.  I know I am not getting enough of anything.  It takes me an hour to eat 2 ounces and even then it comes up half the time.  I am pretty weak today.  She's going to call the doctor and guessed they will want to go in and stretch my pouch as soon as possible.  I am waiting to hear back.  It's a quick proceedure, but will require sedation.  I will get fluids, too.  I am 7 weeks out and still not able to get down 6 ounces of food a day.  I am at about 40 ounces of fluid most days, but only about 20-30 grams of protein.  I am not all that discouraged.  I knew it would be rough going in.  I just need it to get better soon.  I feel pretty weak and I know it's because I haven't gotten enough protein for so long now.  I look at others that went later than me and see them eating well and I know there must be something going on with me.  I am nervous about being "stretched out" because I don't want my pouch to be too big and my weight loss to slow, but my weight loss is going to stall anyway if I don't feed my body more and I can face some much bigger complications in the long run.  So...  I am just waiting to hear back to see what doc wants to do.  Wish me luck!  :-)